starting over

[jump]

whilst it is true that I set out to attempt the heptameron and stuffed something up along the way, the sling shot effect still happens, and it has finished its cycle on me and I only just realized that this is what was happening to me ever since, I laughed and was joyouse to realize that my life is now at a point where I can make a clean start and even have the confidence to get it right this time round, Im just amazed that I never picked up on any of the signs as they were happening to me (scratches head)

[Jastiv]

I remember having a disturbing dream about working with the angels in that book, the heptameron. In particular something to do with Gabriel and the sphere of the moon. Needless to say, I decided not to do it and go ahead with the goetic work instead.