Please help me

[QueenBeeBeeMarie]

I really need help.I didn't know where to put this and I couldn't think about it because I am so frantic.I am trying to get this girl to leave me alone.I was taught witchcraft by her but she is evil and crazy.Every time I dream about her she shows up.I just saw her in the store not to long ago.I don't want to hurt her I just want her to leave me alone.Someone please help me.I don't have access to many magic supplies.I have salt,a wand,candles and some herbs.I fear her,I don't know what she will do next.
I would also like someone to help me learn to write my own spells.

[QueenBeeBeeMarie]

Thanks so much.I was frantic.She was scaring the heck out of me.I am not kiding,everytime I dream about her she shows up and anytime I make any progress in life she shows up to ruin it.Last time she came knocking on my door at 4am. she said she would never stop coming to see me.I knew then,I had to do something to stop her and this is my last resort.

[QueenBeeBeeMarie]

Thanks so much everyone.

[QueenBeeBeeMarie]

I certainly will.Thanks again.

[kid kunjer]

i feel that she may be feeding from you, gaining an emotional buzz from your fear in her, and your belief in her as a powerful being.
in responding with fear perhaps you are making it easy for her to use you in this way.
the unbalanced teach magick, not as a method for sharing, but as a method to denonstrait to a witness thier own powers. why do they need to do this? because in thier own eyes they are not powerful, and so thier magic does not work, the only way to remedy this for them is to find someone else to believe. ut is your belief in her that is fueling her attacks. take away her fuel; and she will be as a pathetic shell. ignore her completely and she will dissapear.

[QueenBeeBeeMarie]

She may be.She was very abusive in a lot of ways as well as unstable.She did enjoying trying to trigger my panic attacks.

[QueenBeeBeeMarie]

I had another dream about the girl but it was different.In the dream as usual we were friends but then she started her stuff.So,I was calling and calling for my Mom.Finally,she came in and I told her what was going on.Then,she left after she left I started screaming at her,something I would never do.I always tried to remain calm and civil towards her and I said,''Not only that but,I am sending you home and I never want to see you again!...''I then started listing some of the trouble she caused me.She started crying on my floor.The dream ended with her back at home and we were talking to her Mom.

[QueenBeeBeeMarie]

Thanks so much Isabeau! I can't even begin to thank you enough for all the help you have given me.

[Light]

Try Shilding ... The strenght and power is within you. If you are already here looking for help, you can also then take charge of this situation ( you already are, by trying to do something about it ), with your inner strenght . Don't let her bully you. It's a sign of weakness, someone bullying another, it means they are weak...
Keep also in mind your nightmares could just be nightmares.Try not to look too much into them ,as they could set you off even more...
Also, try grounding when you wake up from nightmares, just to get away from that mindspace , that moment....
Put your feet on the floor and use whatever grounding tools that works best for you...

I hope it'll get better shortly for you...a big astral hug to you and blessings..hang in there..

[Aradia]

I was just going to suggest Grounding, Light. Also stay away from caffeinated
beverages and food before going to sleep. They can cause nightmares. Although, they don't bother me, but I know they do some people.

[QueenBeeBeeMarie]

Thanks I will keep those suggestions in mind.I do drink a lot of Coca Cola,but I have ever since I was very,very young.I have started drinking Crystal Light though.