Idk Help

[Kenaz]

Hey ok im a teen, and what im goin threw might be normal but idk. Ok i some times think im insane but i feel like theres to ppl that r me. one is the nice laid back guy that ppl like and the ass who dosent care about any1 but himself. the laid back person loves every1 even those that piss him off the other one is the prime example of the worst he wants to be the player the rich guy the one who says screw it im better than everyone else because i dont conform to socity like other fools. I have studied the Occult its one of the few thinks I NEVER lost intrest in. And no its not like i have two diffrent ppl because there both me.......idk am i just trying to be me? but why r they oppsite from each other i dont have bipolar either.

[Light]

This is a normal part of being human. You're not going mad or gone mad , quite the opposite. You being aware about this duality in your self, is an amazing awareness, that some adults will never reach...
It is with time and exploring this duality in you, that will help you to know yourself much better and a solidity and maturity will set in.
When I say exploring this, it does not mean to go with the flow and do what ever , but being mindful of things that go on internally.
Also, keeping in mind at your age it is natural to want to break free at times and is just part of growing up , so the rebellion in you, will play an important part in it , if a natural progression is to take place.
However , still keeping in mind the concequenses, etc... will make the difference, what one will do, just by using our tool , the Brain...:)

[Kenaz]

Thanks :D i guess i will just let whatever happens happen