Conversation with the Holy Guardian Angel.....

[Barrackubus]

In my time in the practice of magick. There has always been a figure of great figure of the most prominent type, in the plains on the otherside. A part of me, all of me. All that I strive and want to be. A reflection of whom, I would personify. His knowledge is terrible and great. He would come to me in my sleep, in the landscaping of my dreams, I would connect to him and he would envoke great teachings to me, his wisdom is constant, sacred indescribable bliss is to be near him. His approach begs at one ment with myself and to be aligned with the universe. He speaks and I hear, he has taught me so much, I remember the simple statements of value brought out from those lucid dreams with nuggets of value. Things like cause and effect. Those words spoke to me etched into my psyche forever changing me. These visits became the building blocks that foreveranged me from what I was, into who I think I am, and who I will eventually be. There is nothing beyond his scooe of understanding, nothing cannot be enlightened with his wisdom. Those things hidden he brings and gives them light.
Some of the initial visits were powerful enough to wake me from my sleep it was as if I perceived a bolt of lightening passing through me, shaking me to conscienceness, and it is from which I adopted my magickal name, Barrackubus, meaning the son of lightening. It came to me from several interludes of meditation, however in honesty I did not seek out the meaning of the transliteration until after I accepted the name. And in the accepting of the name I took it and consumed it, becoming a part of me. It is mindful of how sometimes it feels whenever that samelike energy is vaulted out from my person with a pent up flair of belief and intent, the chaos that bornes lightening and the connection to the ground from the heavens in a flash. The name in similiar fashion is also him in personality. And the way we has consumed me. Many magicians of our.history have spoken and written quite a bit about the holy guardian angel. Crowley said through him magick became a reality, all you had to do was connect to him and hand him your intent. Is.there any other chaotes that have encountered or even have worked with him? Just curious....

[Barrackubus]

I just finished a book written by Rudolph Steiner titled Knowledge of the higher worlds. Excellent read and a book I literally found myself in. he with eloquence gives a line by line description of the path that I have forged. Including the obtainment of the help of the holy guardian angel. I couldnt put.it down until I finished reading it, it was like he had knowledge of everything I have grown and developed into spiritually as an occultist. I feel that I should pass this information along and hope that others have grown into their spirituality in a similiar manner. It is when I read things like this I know that there is no turning back. Face forward and forge, because I know im making progress.... Blessings!!