I had three different servitors put to three different uses, but some of them where not an everyday thing so these particular servitors got bored and started stuffing around, as I'm sure every chaotee has had the misfortune to experience.
So I decided to destroy two of my three servitors. But I couldn't, I've grown to love my servitors and their mischievous ways. So I thought, whats the next best alternative to destruction? Recreation. I decided to combine the three different energy traits of the three different servitors into one more powerful servitor, thus not destroying them, but merely redirecting their individual energies.
So I planned a ritual,but got stuck on a name. I always name my servitors to create a deeper relationship between servitor and creator. That night I dreamed, lucidly, about a lady in black, reminiscent of Hecate, who told me to name my new servitor Vanth and make it female. I took her advice to heart.
After the dream (from which I immediately woke up) I asked my good friend google who the hell Vanth was. As it turned out, Vanth is the Etruscan goddess of death, somewhat like the reaper.Coincidence?
I couldn't believe it. I evoked Vanth by means of a black mirror, I'm sure you know what I mean. But I concentrated on Vanth the servitor and not Vanth the goddess. And unbelievably she actually turned up looking just like in my dream! Now bare in mind that I haven't formally created her as yet, but she was there.
This all happened around six months ago, at the beginning of the year. Up until now I've still not created the servitor Vanth, but she is here and has even reached egregore status, meaning she is thinking and acting on her own behalf, and does things I didn't plan her to do in the beginning. She never goes against my wishes, though she did inherit the mischievous nature of my previous servitors. She seems to grow with me, her personality and other aspects changing as I change. Of my old servitors, who I never destroyed, theres not so much as a hint. They are gone. Now what I want to know is how this is possible. Did Vanth create herself? Or did my older servitors combine somehow to create her? Any opinion or idea is welcome!
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