Conversation Between Dajai and morningstar
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Conversation Between Dajai and morningstar

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  1. morningstar
    I am a starving artist, well more starving than an artist , I have been jobless for a while & I am considering changing my profession, I am a graduate in management studies so I might try to get a corporate job. Or I could go back to the frying pan I was in, I was working in a customer service call center.
    My ultimate aim is to be a full time painter & doesn't depend on which job I am doing. I am planning to put on an exhibition in some months.
    Mental health sector, do you mean pharmacy? At first, I thought you were a pyschologist but the word sector makes me think its something more of a commercial nature, like a chemist perhaps.
    Is there any specific kind of music genre that you are into? I am quite into industrial/industrial rock & a bit of metal, but I also like classical music.
  2. Hehe. I'm not a writer -at least, not professionally. I'm between professions, currently re-training within the mental health sector -two more years before I have my degree. I'm also a semi-professional music producer and sound designer. May I ask, what your profession is?
  3. morningstar
    Ah ok, what is your profession if I may ask? I have a notion that you are a writer & no, its not because of your recent post in the 18+ section.
  4. It wasn't to give a direct link, more a similarity. Abaddon (supposedly) holds the choice as to who he will side with on judgement day. There is a great ambiguity to his/its nature that appeals greatly to me. However, it was more his aspect of opposition which lead me to consider him as a more fitting substitute for Satan. Maybe, in my head at least, Abaddon has already made his choice. Or maybe it simply aids to highlight my own inner psychology in growing less black and white as I develop.
  5. morningstar
    Let me correct myself as I tend to be very impulsive at times, I think of lucifer & satan both as aspects of samael, as in dual personas of the same being. So, in my doctrine it is samael who is satan, the prince of darkness as well as lucifer, the bringer of light.
  6. morningstar
    I can relate to what you said about questioning whether you had any control over your will whilst in love. It is indeed magickal & beyond our control, that is the way its meant to be as the universe & the psyche work in random ways.
    Yes, it is beautiful indeed & much more than pride. Perhaps that it can also be tragic makes it all more beautiful.
  7. morningstar
    Yes, I agree that my belief is a bit flawed. But as you said, maybe it boils down to what we would like to believe, even if it distorts facts a little (if any, in this case). The concept of Satan is indeed very ambiguous. It has been interchangeably used (seemingly as a common noun) for Samael, Azazel & the 'accuser' who worked for god. But if you ask me I think of satan to be samael. Any reason, you particularly associate it with Abbadon?
  8. morningstar
    I remember reading in Salomon's key that the powers of the deities could be attributed as symbolic. For e.g like the goddess of war you mentioned, granted that today one rarely battles on battlefields but such an entity could be evoked(or invoked) for dealing with an enemy. But I am a quite a rookie in all this, for now.
  9. How the hell did that happen? I was posting in my own reply thread! Sorry about that
  10. Deities could certainly be archetypes or were skilled tribesmen (now ancestors) with such attributes worthy of continual praise. The act of invocation being to attune with these powers as a marriage of elemental control and material possession; this I view as most potent via the flesh. Most gods seem to hold humanoid form so it would not take the greatest stretch of the imagination to appreciate how they might treat us in kind.

    The Morrigan, for example: A goddess of war and fertility amongst other things -but how might one raise potent energy that can be controlled over a battle field?

    So I certainly don't dismiss the use of such magick and I certainly don't deny worship in the form of earthly pleasures. Indeed, I was implying past and present relationships and hinting at the great power that can be raised through such unions.

    Demons, of course, are there to be used and place ideas in the heads of men.
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