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    Default Maybe something....

    I came to one day that we all contain a spark, at the center of our existence; deep from the start of consciousness instilled in us through a embodiment of YHVH. Everything was sprung forth from the tree of life down the Sephira. This spark of perfect energy, which some call God; A complete hybrid of energy in all physical forms some call Oregone; this unification of the energies we know all as one. Then out of nonexistence perhaps, or out of necessity came the lettes each asking to be the one to bring about existence. As the elements became fire earth air water and even quintessence from the Prima Materia all was created from the reverberations of the great word.

    The grand unification of all forms of existence: notably the physical manifestation of the big bang, electrical manifestations, spiritual manifestations etcetera.

    The life we see is but a prism, which tear this energetic, creative life force; into it's own myriad of bands each of specific attribute. As shown in my opinion on the Tree of Life. The combination of these form the flower bed in which the seed of conscious awareness grows, till the branches which the ego rapidly applies itself; collecting minuet aspects of everything that has been experienced. Another sinister part of us which was required for survival in the early Aeons is still alive and part of the great unconscious therefor still in our egos, our false egos the part of us that when coupled with human law and bondage creates mental illness and causalities of the false happiness that is often found by the slave, in the master slave dichotomy we have today. It is a toxic situation we are dealing with, and I'm not sure how widely it's known about besides in the slavers general paradigm. The free will were free is the type when you overpay for something useless and are consoled by something of an even more asinine value mode.

    I hope I'm not enlightened, I really hope this is common knowledge and I'm just teething as someone once put it.
    But if you look at the attributes of the world today, they aren't the issues. It's the use of free will and the phenomena that all is forgotten once birthed.

    That any illusion can be created by the majority or the ones with power. How many of you, wouldn't do this exact same thing if you had the option yourself? The ones who rant about various tyrannical new world orders and such are most often the less fortunate. I'm not saying it's here nor there. Yet I'll site the Book of Law "58. Yea! deem not of change: ye shall be as ye are, & not other. Therefore the kings of the earth shall be Kings for ever: the slaves shall serve. There is none that shall be cast down or lifted up: all is ever as it was. Yet there are masked ones my servants: it may be that yonder beggar is a King. A King may choose his garment as he will: there is no certain test: but a beggar cannot hide his poverty." by Aleister Crowley. The question here in should be what makes a man rich by definition. This pick at amongst yourselves, and digest.

    Stay away from Liber AL vel Legis unless you care not what happens to your personal image as viewed by outside individuals, nor for your own image of mental health.

    The truth is without ego and this sandbox illusion we are given at birth. The same sandbox illusion that is ultimately truth, yet an illusion under current social, political and ancestral forms of metaphorical stone commandments. We are all from the spark that we are formed from, each shining star becomes a cluster of xeroxed fragments, all applied structurally to the pseudo-whole. From which we set apart because each thought connection or cognitive harness that we use has to have been created from concepts that were born from the seemingly alien ability to adapt, influence, communicate and change the starting point of everything by displacing the all through, to another groove on the record, or perhaps a whole other album entirely.

    Existence is taking one, and splitting it into many connections, that if charted or mapped out; would make glorious patterns. Breathtaking scenery of the inner workings of the Ain Soph down through to the Ain Soph Aur. Imagine these veils if expressed in a fractal sense. Complex and all encompassing.

    To some no meaning exists in this ball of yarn type cats cradle. But to those who have seen past this modern day nihilism or perhaps generation apathy is a better description; this whole, is a breath taking instruction manual that in it self is the art that is described there in. The epically beautiful complexity, these sets of variable archetypes or aspects; and I say this IN ABSOLUTE REVERENCE.

    Is death the untangling, the putting of these strands or paths back into a unified existence. For what reason you may ask?Perhaps life is a lesson, but not on the old pop quiz since you popped out of the womb idea. More of a grand lesson that transcends the teaching of one thing to one being but a lesson in which all take up a role in the initiation and tutorial of another with a steep learning curve. God, the devil human and the ego? I'm not claiming to know the truth and I don't want to know yet. The path is the point, enlightenment within the path is much brighter than I philosophize the ending of this yellow brick road to the great wizard of oz to be. Except in this long hard walk I doubt to find the great and powerful oz to be a fake behind a machine. But stranger things could happen, from the evolution of technology into a species that could create an existence much like it's own. Still even in line with the veils of maya.

    I'll give it to ourselves, existence is the utmost creative way. At tricking ourselves, into thinking: You're not me, and we're not alone.

    This has been bothering me more and more, and the more I follow the golden dawn or even general spirital alchemical practices I see things come to light. The big difference is I didn't read this, I found it out on accident. That doesn't make me special for now I'm cured. Cursed to follow the path if I like it or not because I for myself can see the truths in the anciet laws. DO NOT FALL INTO THE PIT OF MASS DEATHS. For the ego shall die many times but it doesn't have to.

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    Not even one Fu%*K you? Out of the WHOLE bunch!?

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    Sorry, some of us here live very busy lives and make a choise with what threads to take part in.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Matthew St Hart View Post
    Not even one Fu%*K you? Out of the WHOLE bunch!?
    I don't like that, Matthew.

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    An introduction.... what are you going to give me your dictation of magnum opus right here right now. It was a thought, that maybe some one not understanding would read this and snap out of " it ". I could go on for a long time. But I won't because I know you won't read it on here. Yet, I continue in my solitude. Without sleep and without food this abuse of free will has stemmed from something I haven't read in a book or have not been given to in symbols. I wouldn't argue on wether who is enlightened, for those of us who argue end as the fool. But it's all a pressure pump displacing and being filled in the vastness of us. I feel uncomfortable publishing on forums like this because often people just don't get it, or the get it and are much older than I am and have received their knowledge through whatever means. I'm a young one and I feel that what has been given to me is something which I must speak. But in the end I really just need people to discuss this with who aren't going to lock me up in a looney bin. I'm the only one I know who even dabbles in this work, this art. This is not from books alone this is from observation. My comment was only a joke. I don't expect to receive any negative feedback only perhaps positive meditations in which i can grow. You've seen what I've seen through my own eyes and have you not felt the cold that cures all pain? The cold you must resist to move beyond nirvana. Maybe I'm trapped in the dark flame. I took the jump and I'm unclear if I'm scrambling the truth I had or if the truth I had is being elaborated upon. If you read this and you understand talk to me in private. If you're not busy looking for power and creating psi-balls to elevate the false ego which keeps you enslaved. If thats what you're doing? I haven't the faintest.

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    I beleive that the more we delv into ourselves and can share in an enlightening way our experiences, views etc. with others, everyone will benefit, not only the others at the forum, but also oneself through feedback from others...This is where we evolve in our own thinking, espesially when new ideas come forth. It will make our journey or path, more interesting, through reflecting others opinions and views.

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    I'd love to have someone read what I've put together in my head. I'm longing for conversation on the occult. One I've never really had much of. I might need to just spew it all out for those who wish to read. Just to warn you I may get a bit... offensive? Depending on your views of new aeons and what good and bad is. Mostly because I'm still confused myself. Is the man/women dualistic world filled ebb and flow what will always be? I've seen some things I've explained though the occult. This is not a retort or much of anything, I'm just glad someone may be willing to listen. However you feel about Crowley... Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. Love is the law, love under will.

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    well what is speech and writing but expressing ones thoughts.

    it is in my opinion that one should not take offence to anothers idea's for we individually are but one perspective.
    Man is invited to question, discover, explore,
    and manipulate the world around him and use it for his benefit.

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    I beleive we all are in different places on our journey, some futher than others.

    We all come out, with our opinions and views, some might not agree with them and vice versa, as we all preceive things in our own unique way. However, this I find is the beauty of learning from others, and in the process we learn also about ourselves. We can choose to take things onboard if they are of value to us or dismiss them, if they are of no value to us...

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    Yes, please behave.

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