Thread: An introduction...

Hi, I will try and keep this short and to the point...

I have had several NDE's some of them by circumstance and others I brought upon my self during meditation...

The first was at the age of 5 ... (I will skip the story unless somebody is interested in hearing it) At the time of experiencing this I later found out that during this I became part of what I know as the "Conscious Awareness" briefly... And this is what sparked my interest off at a very early age, and of course had been read Bible story's to me and I craved to hear more of them...

So one could say that I have had a lifelong study of the Occult in general searching for answers... That came in the form of reading many many many books and talking with various people over the years, Practicing the Tarot, Runecraft and all I can say as "dabbling" in the Black Arts ... Until about 7 years ago all of a sudden the answers dawned upon me and felt there was no point in searching anymore for anything...

My end conclusion was if you wish to be a Christian then and feel the need to worship you have to seek out and follow the Black Madonna...

I did not take that path....

What would I class my self as being ? ... I like to simply say that I sort of follow Mother Nature.... or coined loosely as being a Satanist... I have my own sort of religion and beliefs that fit well... All depending on what your own beliefs are I suppose.

I do strongly believe that you make your own magic though and all the wonderful and elaborate tools and items out there are only to help one focus, If I feel the need to pray or ask for help I meditate and pay Odin a visit for an example...

I do realize that what I have said will possibly be contradictory to the vast knowledge you guys have, but this is all my personal perception...

My aim is not to upset anyone, just to be honest and not pretend to be something I am not...

I do not believe I found this board by chance, I was not specifically looking but all of a sudden I was here so to speak, and unlike other boards I felt I strong urge that I had to post...

So hello to all and I hope you guys will find some of my experiences interesting, and be able to maybe offer up some additional info on them for me and also the benefit of others...

Yo, welcome to the hood, G.

Originally Posted by Plarkenstorf

Yo, welcome to the hood, G.

Thank you for the welcome Plarkenstorf

Originally Posted by She Devil

Hi, Andy. Welcome to our castle. I hope you enjoy your stay with us. We will make it as pleasant as possible.

Thank you She Devil I may add that I have read many of your posts with interest...

Merry Meet.

Pleasure to meet ya.

Thank you for all the warm welcomes people

I am taking my time and reading though all the vast knowledge you guys have here... Before posting any comments or threads, as my experiences are somewhat contradictory to some of the well established facts... (and like I said my intention is not to upset anyone)

Originally Posted by She Devil

You are more than welcome.

And here I thought no one read my posts. You have made my year, saying that, Andy.

It makes me happy in the knowledge that I have been able to make you happy in some way (sounds a bit corny I know, but true lol)