Howdy. I'm the PlagueJester. I'm an atheist that envies those that are capable of believing in some higher power. Whether Christian, Satanist, or whatever, I wish I were capable of believing in some higher power. Something to put my faith in that would make me think everything is alright. And though I've been digging around in stuff, and have found some things that I like, I still can't put my faith in some super being.
I am an ascetic, I just turned 22 Oct 31st (not kidding, really is my birthday), I'm a metalhead.
I've been looking at Gnostic Satanism, and when I'm not working or sleeping (which is pretty much all I do) I've been reading up on Gnostic Meditation techniques (any help here would be appreciated.)
I have a small PDF library on my computer which contains all parts of the Goetia (even the little pieces), all three Agrippa books (plus a fourth book that is credited to Agrippa, but I'm not sure about), the Azoetia, the Qutub, the Liber Azerate (in Swedish and I would love whoever would be able to translate it properly for me), and the Liber Falxifer.
I think that's it...
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