Okay I have been studying meditation, chi, chakras, kundalini, aliens, almost everything esoteric since i have been 12/13 years old...I am 19 now I had always knew i was suppose to 'do' something in this world..but not like everyone else i cant describe it. Anyways the supernatural is not so super to me i have been subject to visitations from spirits and other entities as well as having gone to some higher dimensional level where there is nothing but pure brilliant light and the feeling of ...it was indescribable positive pure compassion/love. About last year on december 21 2009 i was visited by about 2 or 3 beings that i could not see but i felt. it first happend by me being gently pulled down my bed (I swear to everything I love I have nothing to prove here i do not know where to turn to talk about this) I was in a state of sleep paralysis but as often this happens to me i am able to break out of it, as i broke out if it, the being which i did not sense was evil spoke to me well more or less telepathically. When this first happend i thought it was an angel talking to me about the spirits in the room but i was scared/angry and talking **** to the spirits about leaving me alone. They told me and called me by another name which i believe to be my True Soul's Name, and they told me "...We will give you the power but you must promise to use it for good" I swear to the highest of high the holiest of holy the purest of pure that is what was told to me. As the 21st approaches (and its going to be a full moon as well) I am anticipating they're return and I dont feel they are bad but i have questions relating to they're proposal, what is the power?? What constitutes for good?? WHAT DA **** IS GOING ON?? Im sorry but it kind of gets me aggravated. please someone help me give me some advice on how to handel this situation.....
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