ok Here goes

Hi all
"lurker" who is making my first post here
Im wrighting to you from scandinavia if you wonder why my english spelling is somehow bad

I was raised in a christian sect reading the bible everyday but I always felt fasination for the occult and the "hidden"
A few years ago i did some practising magic and got a verry bad result and now i just dont know how to approach this again

So i thought ill read some books, learn and strenghten myself spiritually
Just bought Transcendental Macig: Its Doctrine and Ritual and The history of Magic by Eliphas Levi
and i have among others clavicula samomonis

is this the way to go ?