Originally Posted by
cleptogoth
Haha, thanks I love you too.
I think ive pretty much read, or atleast skimmed everything from a to z.
It just always seems like my attainments never really match up with whatever system im studying. It seems more to do with fate or with chance or people that come into my life that i learn from in some way or have experiences with.
So aside from choosing the right folks or the right drugs or place or stumbling upon something intuitively its been hard to bottle the stuff.
Oddly the most mystical stuff started happening when i became very close with a christian friend and began studying along those lines. Thats when things began manifesting very quickly and i gained experiance with angels and demons on a pretty frequent basis. It wasnt really the path I had envisioned but it was welcomed in that it was effective. The problem here i think, hypothetically, is how that system would mix with others...might be a strange dance.
Someone also mentioned the power in groups and ive certainly experianced that to be true. And if aids like that can incite a new experience and a new point of view or revelation, i think that can be very valuable. But I certainly see the point being self-efficient where this sort of stuff is concerened.
Anyway, even in the most accomplished occultists there must be signifigant, non-ritual experiences stumbled upon that led to greater power and wisdom spiritually. SO I think its natural to want to find out the what and why of that, and how it could be useful or applied.
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