Ok so lately Ive been having dreams where im sleeping with someone who isnt my husband and I have the intense feeling that i NEED to be with them. Each night, its a different person that I have never met.
Tonight, I was driving in a truck with a man and a girl my age (i knew the girl in real life a total slut and i hate her) we were driving into kentucky and there were these huge pipes that were part of a giant slushie machine. they were next to a baseball field and under both of those was a little china town where i knew my husband and i had been before (we have never been to a china town in real life) i felt like all i wanted to do was go back to my old life and my husband yet i also felt this intense feeling for the man next to me. it was raining and i was crying i felt like i was causing the storm from my emotions, he went to drive onto the offramp to take us down to china town lol and he was driving way too quickly, he went off the ramp (this happens in almost all my dreams with ramps and bridges..its a fear i have) the truck we were in had role cage bars like a jeep so we all grabbed on to lift ourself off of the truck. we all survived and went to a car he had parked across the street. then we ended up living in a house, i was screwing him, his son was my age and in love with me, julia the girl i know wanted to be with anyone (go figure shes a slut lol) and the man was married with a daughter, they lived in a different apt. i felt intense feelings for this man but i have no idea who he was. i went out one day, i think i was searching for a job but all i remember is a pointless walk around town. the man left and went home to his wife and ray (his son) was told to go to the house cuz the woman he loved was waiting on him. he thought it was me so he went and found out it was julia and shed tricked him. i should up as he was coming out of the room with her. i hugged him and called him baby as he put my coat on me and we decided to go have ice cream. we ended up at his dads house(the man i was just fucking) and we sat and had ice cream with him and his wife (she didnt know we were fucking) and joked about julia. then i was eating a taco and woke up cuz i remembered i had one on my nightstand. The whole time i felt like i had to be with this person but i was soo sad cuz i had a home and a husband with kids and i just didnt know how to leave and get back to them without the heartache of leaving this man... im so confused and apparently i talk in my sleep so my hubby knows everything lol but its been happening more and more lucidly everynight
