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Hi, I am new here and wanted to say hello. Also, I have a story that some might find interesting and perhaps can shed some on this issue for me also. Since I was very young I have felt connected to the 'occult'. I remember my father introducing the pentagram to me at an early age, he told me it was a satanist symbol, and that is all. I have always felt able to connect to some deeper, hidden force that I can use to influence the world around me.

I often find myself doodling on any paper that may be infront of me, in school or wherever. I to this day have done little research into occult symbols, rituals, or spells. Alot of what comes through my pen eerily resembles many symbols on the pictures I am finding. I often have dreams with these sorts of symbols. One I was in a cave, with water, and the symbols were etched on the wall with an flourescent glow.

I recently started experimenting on people. While i was living with my last roommate, I would draw these symbols from my dreams on index cards and put them around the house, unbeknownst to my roommate. After a few weeks of this he woke up one morning in a panic screaming that the devil was in the house, and that jesus was coming to rid us of him. he carried on so loud and long the neighbors called the police and he has been institutionalized ever since.

If I meditate hard enough with enough will power, I can make things happen, make people do things, or make them feel a certain way.

Animals take to me. normal woodland creatures, such as squirrels or chipmunks, that would never typically approach a human, will come and let me pick them up off the ground.

Theres other things that make me feel as though I have a proclivity towards the occult. Cant think of them at the moment. But what I have described, is that normal for a person with a connection to the occult? anyone have similar experiences?

anyway, thanks and glad to be here.

-Liam

I too have a similar connection. Almost like the forces are drawn to you right?
Your story sounds rather intriguing however and I must say that for the short time I've been here I have learnt a lot. This site is indeed very exceptional and there are users that do offer expert advice.
I hope your pursuit of knowledge be as successful as my own seems to be.
Welcome to the forums Liam...

Not all of the occurences are what all occulltists get to experience... Some of your experiences are quite unique. These boards and a few others that you may get referenced to in the future are full of a lot of unique experiences and incredible intellects. I think you'll find your stay here most rewarding and welcome to the forum.

I have the same experiences on a daily basis..

BTW welcome.....