Greetings fellow brothers and sisters.

I enjoy stragic warfare games,dawn of war warhammer 40k pc version table top is so boring and i want to smack people with the dice i'm playing against that cry to mommy when they get wooped,I'm a computer tech and network admin.
I have a band i formed about 1/2 a year ago,we play bars local and not so local, ShootingDarkness on MySpace Music - Free Streaming MP3s, Pictures & Music Downloads .
May like the music may not its metal there another one about me i like anything metal.
I have twenty years of wisdom in magick " no ego intended "
Took Psychology at the University Of Illinois also know as the U of I.
I found out through researching my family tree and the people in my family we have brothers and sisters in our tree that are through history,family that was or is in the golden dawn,masons,and other sects.
When i was asked to give blood to someone when they couldnt find a donor i found out more about my blood line and heritage,connections with the other side.
my blood type is AB negative i've never had any ammunity shots nor do i rarely ever get sick,my hair and nails grow quicker then most people,at the age of 35 im told by my doctors im in better health then most in there 20's,also what i found through researching our family tree is,the rite one man took in the family.
was deep into the occult a member of the golden dawn,i have his books today,and somethings that only members recieve,I know my calling and have and do feel the essence of energy all around me every day every second,this didn't happen till i belived and dug into some things,guess for the darkness in the tree,there is a gift under all the blood.
i'll take the gift.

Merry Meet.

Hello and welcome to the forum.

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Originally Posted by ThornsAlucard

I enjoy stragic warfare games,dawn of war warhammer 40k pc version table top is so boring and i want to smack people with the dice i'm playing against that cry to mommy when they get wooped,I'm a computer tech and network admin.
I have a band i formed about 1/2 a year ago,we play bars local and not so local, ShootingDarkness on MySpace Music - Free Streaming MP3s, Pictures & Music Downloads .
May like the music may not its metal there another one about me i like anything metal.
I have twenty years of wisdom in magick " no ego intended "
Took Psychology at the University Of Illinois also know as the U of I.
I found out through researching my family tree and the people in my family we have brothers and sisters in our tree that are through history,family that was or is in the golden dawn,masons,and other sects.
When i was asked to give blood to someone when they couldnt find a donor i found out more about my blood line and heritage,connections with the other side.
my blood type is AB negative i've never had any ammunity shots nor do i rarely ever get sick,my hair and nails grow quicker then most people,at the age of 35 im told by my doctors im in better health then most in there 20's,also what i found through researching our family tree is,the rite one man took in the family.
was deep into the occult a member of the golden dawn,i have his books today,and somethings that only members recieve,I know my calling and have and do feel the essence of energy all around me every day every second,this didn't happen till i belived and dug into some things,guess for the darkness in the tree,there is a gift under all the blood.
i'll take the gift.

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I was a member of the Golden Dawn for five years, who was this ancestor, and which order?

Craven Brishan
Rosicrucian Order of Alpha et Omega

I have a hard back book of his,athene,some necklaces,rings,,sword,cloak,and a few rather huge crystals.

Question why did you leave the order,and what sect were you a member of.

As im a member.

It served it's purpose for me.

I've heard of members leaving for fear,when they see somethings,in rituals,arguments in and outside the doors,not really for serving there purposes though,
care to share a bit more indepth?

I've been a member for 12 yrs now and A.O.D. 3 yrs D.O.D 5 yrs.

never felt the reason to leave,I did leave X.E.M. about smacked the **** out fo a few members in the process trying to tell me they would kill me with there pets lol.

turned out xem is a bullshit group all about getting money,there teachings are vague at best.
Avoid at all cost.

Darling I am not afraid of anything, they were too boring for me. Bite your tongue.

good to be here,
She Devil

no strife intended Zeldafitz's

was just curious
still have 10 lives so :)

reason why they belive its boring,is its to see if your true,theres what are known as degrees,the first 12 are boring and to see if your going to stick around,to see the light,or the sun.
through the course of your time in you will see the longer your a member,the more active you are the more you reap,the less if your idle and waste time.