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shadow persons
I had an experience that disturbed me last night. I would love to hear opinions, it seems suspicious to me.
I woke up around 3am i think and layed there for atleast an hour. It's one of those times you wake up and wonder why. so something made a noise outside my room and i was like oooh perfect time for a ghostly encounter, i'm sarcastic. This could be sleep paralysis. I got this feeling on my face like some kind of energy was touching me, akward i know. it moved around and i'm pretty sure it felt my pulse. Near the end of this experience the touch of it physcially hurt. after awhile my arm started going tingley because for some reason there was no blood getting to it, no i was not laying on it, it was out streched. SO it kind of hurt after awhile but i thought that maybe there was a freak thing going on there wit the blankets. Whateverr it was when it started at my legs, there was a strange pressure on them that i cannot place, they started to numb after awhile. What i assume to be the hand would feel my right leg like disturbingly. The energy of the assumed hand would stay in one place for long periods of time and then move along. i heard another creak in the floor outside my room, i don't know what that was, but it was still there, so there might of been two.
I was really concerned when my wrist actually hurt so much, i looked at it and was like OHMYGODAGOKG. then i layed on it and it didn't happen again. Basic instinct tells me that if it's getting all my limbs (except the left arm?), i was like NO not my neck. I'm frightened with that major vein anyway. i was taking my pulse cause i didn't want to die. the pressure had started on one side, there was almost no plus on that side, but on the other side my heart was definatly still going, on that side.. i was freakkkiiinn
That's pretty much it, then i was like ENOUGH OF THIS, and turned on my light and i was really dizzy. I did not sleep, then i woke up and saw a shadow person, whaddaya know. and it followed me to school. yes.... ueh.
Few things i don't understand, my cat was there half of the time. and with all the experiences i've had in my house the animals seem relatively oblivious, if not compeletly. So maybe i'm jusst going a little crazy. it was during the eighth hour, i don't really know the significance of that.
Thoughts please.
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They have always appeared periodically but since working with the XOYLO, they have appeared more frequently.
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Hell yeah Tolka, we have a physicist taking the course who works with the Goetia, and he was floored by the Demons, and Angels. I did one ritual with a supposedly benign being and my face was sunburned for two days, what a rush. LOL. He is a teacher at the EM school, my friend Emma helps him, he just finished an advanced course. The course is not for beginners, it is better for ones who have worked with Angels and Demons before, I can say one thing you get results and the physical manifestations are amazing.
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Oh you will be very surprised, and if you want first hand as I said he teaches the course which is free at EM.
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Esoteric Magick you are a member there, I believe.
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I may have a question, since i am not well informed in the behavior of other worldly beings.
Isn't it a common belief that animals react strongly to other presences. Or is it different with shadow beings? My animals don't notice these things at alll.
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Neither are the teachers, believe me you had to be voted on, and there were a few who didn't think you could make the grade. All the teachers are adepts and mages, and that school is not that easy to get into hence the application, if they don't like what a student puts out you're gone.
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Oh Tolka Tolka Tolka EM is not a carbon copy and the whole staff are very advanced, you are under a misapprehension that if you disagree you are out, biggest mistake newbies make. Most people are terrified of the staff there as they know they are advanced and can spot a bull **** artist a mile away. I am very curious as to see what savitR says to you about the goetia, Emma sent me an email, she is getting a kick out of it all.
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only in the deep dark recesses of the mind. It is probably familiar because they are all banned members from different forums for disagreeing WITH THE ADMIN, HENCE THEY STARTED THEIR OWN FORUM. MY KEYS ARE STUCK DAMN IT.
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it's cool tolka it had to do with me. they were testing me sorry, little collateral damage.