building my mind

hey I'm living in a body like you are, and I thought discussion of the world with you and others would be a priceless way to expand my brain. Understanding how everything works together will be helpful indeed when I get to that level of understanding, to me and others. I want to spread and multiply the best parts of reality and make this massive place, planet, whatever, make it if not ideal then better than it is now. and since i quit smoking cigarettes i have a lot of free time now to do something else. so keep your thoughts thrilling people so i don't get lung cancer. no i'm kidding i know i gotta take full responsibility for that ****.

lots of strange things have happened in my 5 year quest to understand the core truth of existence, which i currently believe to be man+woman=you. boom. that's it.

but now when i expand that to be male and female gender splits in nature i see a symmetrical portrait of totality--all species of living beings facing the opposite gender. and this will remain as long as we prevail in the universe, as the skeleton of an existing being--it is pretty much a yingyang.

i live in what used to be native american territory and my friends in high school played lacrosse i bit so i joined and that has been amazing. im a good defender with solid aim for very long distances, and i think shamanic ideas are fantastic. death is pretty fascinating to me because it infers life and at the crest of the two thoughts in my head i can pry my fingers between and see between.

but here i'm 20 (in dream consciousness i'm infinitely older). i went to film school for a year, and, ultimately disappointed with their lack of imagination and ambition in their program, i sluffed off, got a .666 GPA. nice, right?
the next year i went took a video art class and my teacher was the ****. and we watched Matthew Barney's The Cremaster Cycle. lots of freemason **** in there, philosophy of gender and existence. strange, epic.

so i'll just pop out of nowhere here and there with some thoughts and i hope you do too. let's make these screens explode with the truth. that's ambitious as hell but really what else is worth your full effort?

exactly.

and my name's David