New to satanism

Hi guys. Recently i decided that i am becoming a satanist. I started looking at satanic meditations on other websites but i cant do the exercises. I can concentrate but i just cant feel any energy going through my chakras or anything. I try opening up the crown chakra by imagining it as being a white light that gets stronger. So if there is any help available please post it. If there is any exercises that help me find my chakras please help.
I dont have candles or incence if thats what im supposed to have but i am hoping not as my parents wouldnt like me lighting candles and stuff.

Another complication is astral projection or astral temple. I have read that its easy to do and earlyer today i tryed for about 20 minutes and still wasnt in a trance. I might have said all this mixed up but please help. If you dont understand something please just ask what i mean.

Neither opening the chakras nor astral projection are by any means easy to accomplish.
How are you associating these practices with Satanism?

Incense and candles (or any other ritual tools) are simply eye candy to stimulate your unconscious mind, they are not necessary but many of us like to use them as they tend to greatly enhance the experience.

I am guessing you are very new to all of this?
You should learn the basics first (walking before running)

Yes i can safely say that i am all new to this. How you say i should learn to walk before i run is what i was trying to imply during my first post. I want to know what is all the beginner stuff because on another website thats the most basic stuff they were talking about and demonstrating.

You also asked how i relate meditation to satanicism. Correct me if im wrong but apparently in an astral temple you can perform satanic rituals. So if i am wrong please tell me as much as you feel i should know. I am starting to read the satanic bible. So far its very interesting. Thank you for the reply and hope for more helpful replys.

What are satanic rituals to you? (your definition of them) as well as what does Satanism mean to you?