How Kabbalah Is Used To Decode Our Own Life?
How Kabbalah Is Used To Decode Our Own Life?
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HI i been studying a little of Kabbalah, tarot and astrology, are very interesting disciplines.
but something shoking happens to me every time I try to nalize with gematria some aspects of my life.
for example my date of birth.
september 3rd 1981 at 12 15 am
so my birth date is
3 6 9 12 15 a secuence of 3
3rd day
6th zodiac sign virgo
9th month september
12 hour
15 minutes
81 9*9 3*3*3*3
when I try to explain this with aspects such as
BINAH
VAV
6TH creation DAY
YESOD
THE HANGED MAN
etc, I get so confuse when the answer to the code is THE HOLY GHOST, or the MOON CHILD,or ANDROMEDA ETC.
I Know for sure that I´m not a demigod or such, I´m a very unperfected man with not comparision even to the mighty CAMEL.
but how can I use this archetipes in my life? what is their real MEANING.
is there someone that knows someone who can help me understand?, or an online site to accomplish this task?.
My question is not to confirm a fact that I already know is absurd, I´m not proclaiming anything.
my question is to find guidance, to be able to study kabbalah, and use it without confusion of the arquetipes.
my question is to find how the symbol of the holy ghost can be used in our own life.
hOw can I use the MACROCOSMOS understanding with my MICROCOSMOS human being.
as above so below, but when the holy ghost comes to below, transforms into what?
MIND?
SPIRIT?
REASON?
GOOD WILL?
COMPASSION?
MY HEART
MY HEAD
where in my human being is that CAMEL??? in LIBER 3 where is declared by Crowley, that the horse is action and that the horse fears the teeth of the camel, if my birth date is influenced by 3, does this mean that my actions are already bitten, o that I bite the actions of others, I don’t know and this is so confusing for me.
thanks for Reading