Originally Posted by
Isabeau
what it also is, we program ourselves and write a chart before we incarnate. the joys, the highs the lows, etc. once we are here we can modify it if we choose, but the experiences are pre programmed. you sensed it would happen because you had already wrote this in your chart in the astral before birth. the other person chose this experience also to experience it with you. it is not that you made it happen here, but it was surely to happen. you can not feel guilty as this experience could very well have been the other person's choice and brought you along with them. as far a being a god, we are all children of God's and this is what i as an Alchemist strives for.