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Help me please
I hope this is the correct section as I am at my wits end with worry. Basically, I need help and fast. About 20 years ago I was talking to a gypsy chap, and he looked right into my eyes and in an angry tone he said "You are evil, I should kill you for what you have in you". At first I was very shaken and worried, but soon forgot about it. A few years later I was told by a psychic, and later on a spiritualist that a curse had been put on me at an early age, possibly from birth. This begins to make sense of how my life has been from childhood, with nothing but bad luck, sadness and discord. I am 58 years old now, but feel that if I don't get this sorted I will kill myself to end this misery.
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I apologize for how that moderator treated you. She must be going through difficult times.
I suggest that you find a local support group.
Though one may be presented with challenges in life, often they help to provide wisdom.
Stay strong and remember to be grateful for your blessings.
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Hope
A curse can only effect you if you let it. Negative energy is atracted to negative enegy, and when they meet, they equal ore than the sum of their parts. So if you stay in a negative mindset, not only will the curse get you more easily, it'll efect you more. But stay possitive, and not onl will it make it harder for the curse to affect you,it will afect you less. So stay positive, and don't give up hope!
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PLEASE SO NOT KILL YOURSELF!!! GO SEE A DOCTOR FIRST AND ASK ABOUT MENTAL OR SOCIAL DIORDERS. Read my story:
I always thought I had a "curse" on me too, and two gypsy psychics (sisters) told me it was a curse on both sides of my family that went back centuries. These two bilkered me, a well-meaning but nieve and scared adult, out of thousands of dollars to lift this non-existant BS "curse".
Well, I finally found out that the "curse" has a basis in scientific fact. Recently I was diagnosed with adult ADHD. It sure seems like a curse having a disorder that wrecks my memory, my ability to finish what I start, gives me an inability to manage money or plan for the future. I can't get reorganized between projects, I have dozens of failed relationships in my wake. I can't do the simplest math problems. I suffer from depression, am constantly frustrated, have difficulting controlling anger, ... on and on. ADHD has impacted every facit of my life; and I can't even take prescription meds for it because of bad side-effects.
HOWEVER...
I'm not letting this "curse" get me down. ADHD'ers are also brilliant, spontanious, artistic, creative problem solvers, nuturing, and a host of other blessings. Our complex modern world is hard for anyone with ADHD, or any other type of mental disorder, to live in and that's why it seemed like I had a curse on me.
My recommendation to you is to look to science and medicine to get at the root cause of the "curse". And, never, never , never believe what gypsies or for-pay psychics tell you. They see a disease or disorder in you and mistake it for "evil". YOU ARE NOT EVIL!!!! You probably have a disability such as ADHD, SAD, bi-polar, depression, anxiety or something like that. Knowing you've got it is half the battle of overcoming it and learning to live with it without it controlling your life.
Please look into these possibiities before you consider checking out of life early. The best may be yet to come and you don't want to miss it!!!