Invoking Nephthys: Is it wrong to have sex with a goddess?

This past Wednesday (July 20) night, my girlfriend and I set up a ceremony to invoke Nephthys, beneath a freshly waning moon.

The official ceremony started at approximately 10pm, and Nephthys was invoked closer to 11pm.

It was known that my girlfriend was going to be the channel for Nephthys to come through.

We shared a banishing ritual and I casted the circle. We used an ancient illustration of Nephthys as well as an image of a Hawk. I read a passage of a story summarizing Nephthys' life and role in the ancient and spiritual world, while my girlfriend cleared her mind and conscious, focusing on the invocation.

We set out an offering of Frankincense in a dish, covered with red cloth until the invoking was complete.

I began burning an specially designed incense for invoking Egyptian Gods/Goddesses, primarily comprised of Myrrh, Frankincense, Mugwort, Wormwood, etc...

I began to read out loud a summoning, which I read several times:

"Nephthys of the moon,
You who are all that ever was,
All that is, and all that shall be:
Come, veiled Queen of Night!
Come as the scent of the myrrh charging my circle,
With love and magic.
Do descend upon my circle, I pray
O blessed Nephthys."

As I read, my girlfriend used a crow feather dipped in myrrh to draw Nephthys' hieroglyph on a piece of paper.

She laid in the center of the circle as I continued to read the invocation.

My girlfriend began to twitch at moments, and I asked Nephthys to rise.

Within a few more minutes, my request was granted, and Nephthys was present.

I then made my request:

"O Nephthys, goddess who gives the Pharaoh
The power to see that which is hidden by moonlight,
Illuminate my righteous path, and guide me
Away from negative energies, ignorance and traps.
As the waning moon takes away the moons light,
Please bless me with your guidance,
And remove negativity from my path on these nights.
I am most grateful for the love, compassion,
And guidance you provide.
Will you shine your moonlight upon me
And illuminate that which is hidden by moonlight?
O blessed Nephthys, I pray."

At this point, my girlfriend had completely embodied Nephthys, and my girlfriend was no where to be found.

Nephthys instructed me to sit in still meditation and close my eyes. She guided me through visuals and taught how to become the hawk that can fly into the darkest spaces of my subconscious and reveal hidden traps and spot negativity in order to avoid it.

She spoke to me about several other important aspects of my life and gave me her blessing.

This is the moment I am uncertain of...

While Nephthys was still present in my girlfriends body, something came over me and I had to take her.

At first she resisted, softly pushing me away, as if I had come on too strong.

She told me to find my place, and I eased up, but still moved in.

She began to enjoy herself. As I looked down, I saw Nephthys, she had fully embodied my girlfriend, and my girlfriend was no where to be found.

I took her in the center of the circle and she loved it.

After the ceremony and opening the circle, it took a long time to get my girlfriend grounded.

Soon there after, she got quite upset, feeling completely left out of the ceremony and used.

It had its effect on the both of us, and now, two days later, I'm still feeling quite awful, and yet, at the time, it was one of the best experiences of my life.

Since the invocation, I've been now feeling presence in our apartment ie. a heavy presence walking by, or filling a room, feeling the weight on my shoulder, peripheral eye games, etc.

The final straw that forced me to write this post was that my living room fan just turned on by itself right in front of me. The light was already on, and the ONLY way to turn that fan on is to pull the chain, and I definitely did not hear any chain being pulled.

I don't want to tell my girlfriend, as this happened while she was out, and I don't want to worry her or plant any crazy ideas in her head.

But I want to know if I had broken some kind of cardinal rule by having sex with Nephthys while she was still in my girlfriends body, or if something else may have gone wrong?

Also, what can I do to remove the presence? Is the presence actually threatening? There have been no signs of threat, but the feeling is beyond eerie. We've been living here for a while and there has never been any sign of a presence before.

If something had gone wrong during this ceremony, is there a way to undo what has been done?

Any advice or help is greatly appreciated.

Thank you.

Well u asked for her blessing and have had supposed intercourse with her right? So either u have gotten what u wanted and something of her presence remains I'm which u cam try to contact, or something else decided to pop by uninvited. If u have had a successful invocation I'm sure u can first find out who or what this entity may be or want before any action is taken. Did u both perform any banishing rituals after to clear all presences and to say your goodbyes and dismissals to the godess? To let her know she may return to where she belongs? If u haven't then that's the possible reason as to why there's a presence. Either hers or anothers. Maybe both. Banishing rituals should always be used after to clear things up n close anything that may be open. That's the best advice I can give at the moment.

Interesting story. It is not uncommon for a goddess to have an interest in the struggles of mortal man. Your intimacy with her has probably heightened her fascination. I don't think she means you any harm; she's just curious.

I'm not super familiar with Egyptian ritual, so I don't know how to undo any mistakes, or make the goddess leave you alone. I would guess the ritual was somehow confused; you invoked the goddess for power and information, she gave you what you asked for, and you proceeded to take a gift that was not initially offered.

Perhaps you could mend things with your girlfriend by agreeing to perform a ritual where she could participate in the way she chose. I hope this helps!

Mia

Sexual conduct in a ceremony is nine times out of ten a 'human thing', not a spiritual one. If Nephthys, a Supreme Egyptian Goddess, had wanted you SHE would have taken you, not the other way around. Let us also know that she is Seth's wife, despite having had an affair with Osiris. This is why those who practice ceremonial magic seriously do so by a code of conduct that they will not breech. There is no way to undo whatever it is you have done, though there may be ways to undo the things these actions will cause further down the line. One must consider one's actions no matter what. Egyptian ceremonies were never in a circle by the way. New Age processes concerning Egyptian magic are seriously flawed.
Good luck with the outcome.
Make sure your girlfriend is protected.

I don't think there was anything wrong with what was done. You called her and asked for her presence and guidance and she came and gave it to you. And it sounds like you were also overcome. If she wasn't interested, you would never have made it that far. And she is probably around you as per your request. If it bothers you I would suggest talking to her about it.

You can't have sex with a goddess.

you would die.

Isn't that cheating? Why are you asking your boo to do this are you not happy with her? You got bigger problems than this goddess..you are not happy where you are and are projecting this.