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crowley666
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The next night i was meditating again and almost immediatly, with very little effort (though it felt like my brain was working very hard, just didn't require much from my body, so maybe my being was doing most the work) I was surrounded by complete darkness, my eyes were closed but this darkness was darker thanany ihad ever seen with my physical eyes, and i again projected. There was a large white circle in the middle of this endless darkness and I pulsated in and out of it physicallyas in I had a body sensation, and zoomed in and out of it with my minds eye causing a being sensation both at the same time. With the latter image i could see the energy was blue going in and out of the circle. It followed a steadyrythem and again i have no idea how long this went on and idon't feelcomftorableeven sayingwhat it might of been (a rough estimate, or what i know for sure it couldn't have been longer than three hours). I opened my eyes and immediatly felt the same tug, and i went with it this time until it streched out far enoughto fit the energy of my body within the triangle and I flew out my eyes into the world (this i now reconize as an out of body experience on the etheric plane). I flew around zooming in and out like astral projection but this time it felt like my body had followed and clung to my being. I flew around my room for awhile and then came hovering over my body and lookedat body sitting on the couch and my eyes looked awe amazing, sparkling. Then I snapped back, going through my eyes back into the body. I felt very weakand had little muscle control. Itfelt like my respitory system was going to fail,I tried to stand up but couldnt my legs would jiter out, finnaly after four or five attemts i suceeded and walked slowely and grabbed a cup of water on my shelf and immediatly felt alot better. then i sat down and didn't really think, i just understood. After a few hours i got up walked aroundthe house a bit and my senses were all peaked to the max. I could hear what my dad was saying with my mind (clairaudience) though he was to far away in anotherroom for my physical ear to hear and saw what hewas watching on tv. I walked outside going back to my room (I lived in a trailor next to my parents house) and i turned the corner and there was a man crouching, then he stood up, he was wearing all black and had black hair, really sharp looking (I kinda describe him as warrior jesus when I talk about the experience with friends). He just stared at me withthis blank look, very placid eyes with huge pupils, like you could see into his soul throughthem if you'd try and vise versa. I was to scared to say anything I just walked by him slowely keeping my eyes fixed on him to make sure he didn't attack. Once in my room I felt taking over again and I was forced to look down and a strange neon green shape, like a pyramid with ramps around it and then intricite diamond cuts inbetween those giving it all kind of dimension dropped outof my forehead and floated through space, twirling, thenstopped about half way to the floor (well it kept twirling but it stopped moving down) and started twirling really fast and then dropped the rest of the way and dissapeared into the floor, then I was forced to take two steps ahead and alittle to the left, and my head was forced down again, I looked at my legs and it seemed like halfway down my ankles were just jutting out sideways from my legs, though the part of the ankle leg and body above it, other then my neck were vertical, this totally defied physics. Then my head jutted up and looked ahead and I had the perception that i was about a half foot shorter proportianite to the bending of my ankles. Then snap, back to normal perception and i was forced to take another 2 steps forward and alittle to the right and I sat on the couch. Suddenly It felt like I was sinking into it and my head and feet met in the middle, so that iwas all crammed together and contorted. It felt like i had dropped all the way through the couch (I think now I was experiencing quantum entanglment physically). Then snap, back to normal perception just sitting on the couch and I slid to my left and back a bit and pulled my legs upon the couch so my feet were on the cushion and my soul triangulated very quickly, i shot out of my eyes and I saw up, then without anything inbetween, as if it was all part of the same moment, I saw down, and then behind me, then back in front and then it backed up and i went back through my eyes. I then regained control over my body. I realized i had been forced to move in a diamond dimension. Before this occured I had very little knowledge ofthe occult and certaintly didn't know what crossing the abyss was so I didn't know what to make of the hole experience other than it was amazing and ihad been showed the inner workings of the cosmos. any feedback onthis experience or anyone who had a similar experience is appreciated, thank you for taking the time to read this.
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