You're pretty laid back and relaxed on most things, though perhaps mostly out of habit. Recently you've found that you're a lot easier to stir into action and passion than before, as you're in the middle of a minor paradigm shift. There's a nagging realisation about to bear fruition, and it's probably going to be pretty uncomfortable.
You portray an air of confidence, but its motive is not habitual, you've had to force it for a very long time. You're likely to adopt new ideas very very quickly if they suit your purposes, even if they would have been complete anethema to your previous belief system. And as I've said previously, you're in a larger ideological flux than usual.
You value yourself highly, and perhaps with good reason, few people you see ever spark much interest beyond the petty concerns of the flesh for you, and while you spend your time thinking and acting on higher planes of reason, you find yourself longing for the self assurance other people would bring you.
Most people don't care about how confident they seem in public, you however, are, there's a good chance that you feel nervous to the point of paranoia as seeming arrogant, despite your usual persona.
Speaking about any emotional issue is likely to bring forth this less placid side of you.
You probably see yourself as far more vulnerable than others would, and perhaps realising your own strength and worth would do you good, despite the fear of rejection that this cloud of possibilities may bring.
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