hi i joined this site a couple of days ago and i figured no point in putting my intro off any longer.
as a small child i could always sense if a spirit of some kind was nearby when i was 10 i met someone who was actually "possessed" i still know him, being around him ppl who abstinetly beleive the occult spirits god satan are not "real" could feel the demonic entity just filling up the room. from him i've learned how to use emotions as "energy'' to compell entitys, and lil bout the occult but he told me that if wanted to learn more it would be best for me to do it on my own and build my own knwledg base off of real experts. i have known other ppl who have entitys occupying them, i seem drawn to them, i have also known alot of ppl who think they are being possessed or are just straight out for attention i"ve learned the differences pretty good.
when i was 13 i made my first ''pact'' if you can call it that, with the goetic astaroth, it still holds to this day. i didnt know what i was doing and he followed me ever since, hasnt possessed me or anything like that i can feel him inside me from time to time though. ive made a couple of pacts with him, he hasnt physically harmed me or anything, but he has blossomed a terrible anger inside of me.
ive read the kybalion and i use to beleive god was a all powerfull mass of energy that existed outside of all things and created us using science as the support structure, the philosiphy of the hermetics coincided with this closely it is my curent beleif structure.
but anyway im here to learn how to control all entitys i know this is considered foolish by alot of ppl and i am being very carefull.
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