I want to say hello to everyone. I am in magic about 25 years and it was growing up in me for all this years. Now I am in something what I can not describe but can named as Luciferian spiritualism, or something like that. This is not reverse christianity (because it is fake-origin religion for me) rather self discovery or remembering of Self.
I apologize if my English is not well. It is not my native language but I think that we will understand each other.
Best to all